On the 26th me and my mom and sister went to Cleveland to see a My Chemical Romance show. It was boring but its something to do so..?This 22 year old at the concert looked at me and paige and was like "isnt there a law that prohibts public myspace pictures" and paige was like "umm no thanks" in her bitch voice. I love when she does that, it freaks people out. MCR was staying in the same hotel as us. Someone who worked for them told me and Paige that he liked our hair and that we should be on the stage. We know this haha. The hotel was so boring afterwards. I hate hotels unless alot of people are with me and we're gonna be out of the hotel for most of the time. I am so excited cause America's Next Top Model premieres today. I am on a diet and its so hard and it sucks haha. But me and Paige cant binge eat the rest of our life haha. I am about to start the book called 'The Truth About Diamonds' by Nicole Ritchie. I love her. I still cant even believe Adam Lazzara's getting married...to a lesbo...No matter how much I try to convince myself that i'm doing great, i'm a HUGE mess. I dont know whats gonna happen after this. Everythings going downhill and I honestly dont know why. Things aren't gonna be ok and i'm scared. This was not what I wanted.

Today, Nick came over after school when I was doing my geometry homework. he was annoying me. Then Alex came over and took us to starbucks and to try to get paige's check from Quiznos. but they wouldnt hand it over. they're bitches. And then we took nick home and alex stayed and told us about her boyfriend and all the sexy things they've done. oh yea and my mom woke up today and saw that my cousin Paris and my "uncle" were both shot in the back when someone broke into there house. it was really weird. Paige woke me up and told me they were dead so I was really freaked out, but no, they're just hurt. oh yea, and then they shot there dog in the head. i'm gonna miss that dog so much, its gonna be really weird to go to Paris's house without the dog being there. awh :( I think guns should be banned honestly.

 I love that movie!!

 I hate you adam, so much. well he better at least invite my mom to his wedding. he pretty much owes her his whole career.

 Blonde hair is so pretty. I love it

so, a couple days ago was valentines day. It was pretty fun. me and paige went to alex's house and took pictures and she gave us valetines and cookies and we colored eachother pictures from my peeps coloring book and alex's land before time book. today i went to the store and bought the magazine vogue. i love it. i hang the pretty pictures on my wall. These are some of the pictures we took.

So i'm gonna tell about my dream that I had last night. I had a dream that I went up to my sisters school and I was having lunch with her and I looked out the door and these two teens were coming up with camo gear and huge guns, so they were about to shoot up the school. I automatically grabbed my sisters hand and looked for an exit door but all of them seemed to be locked. It was really scary but I dont remember the rest of it haha. I hate school shooters they're little brats, you're getting made fun of...ok you slutty ass ho punch the guy in the face dont shoot up your school. These bitches are dumb ha.